My Life as I can Live it

Jumbled Rants of a Woman Who Simply Lives

I became a human Pincushion 2day!
Az
shadowladyres
Well, as soon as I landed at Portland I found my right ankle swollen  to the size of a large sofball and my joints comepletly useless. I couldn't support my weight nor the back pack. I had to be wheeled from the plane to outside of the baggage claim where Tim would pick me up (he had come with me, but on different flights). Heading to our hotel room was painfull, and the ice gave no comfort and I was totally exhausted that I fell asleep with my hair wet. In the morning we decided to hunt around for a place called Voodoo Doughnuts (They do weddings too! Look 'em up!). As we walked around I noticed this acupunture place as a woman was opening it. In alot of pain I asked about the place. Turns out it's a non-profit organization promoted to healthy living. I did a little searching online , so I gave them a call.

This trip was hell!

I've been sick, actually it seems like one thing is piling up on the other. So I haven't been feeling much heat and I stayed too long in the shower- I had barely made it as the train was about to pull away. I also had no time to withdrawl money, so from 4 am to 11 I had no food and very little water. So I went to my acupunture with a migrane I didn't know how to manage.  My 'punturist and his mentor placed three fingers just below my wrist and the switched. I was facinated as they were talking. Even though I didn't know the lingo, I was understanding it perfectly. they gave me a chioce as to either try and relive the migrane or handle the right foot injury He then explained what he was going to do and a quick intro to acupuncture.
he placed one on my forehead. It felt kind of like I had just popped a big zit, and told him so. Then he placed one on each hand and started from there. He tried to place one near the jointing on my big toes, but that didn't work. All in all on my first try (FEAR NEEDLES PPL!!) i had 9 pins- I think he was aiming for 12+.. But after the legs my body began trembling uncontrolably. I knew if I tensed up to stop I'd hurt myself, we tried coaching me through deep breathing, but in then end he let me relax as is and left me alone to let the acupunture take hold.
In the end I walked away feeling very good, But I think I'll definately be needing more visits for me to really feel better.

Travel plans SUUUUUUUUCK!!!!
Screamin mad
shadowladyres
AUGH!!! No matter what I do the first three day are  HELL IN A HANDBASKET !

No matter it's going to make little risu mind go squirrelly. Either I catch a ride to get to  MArcus Hook at 9.37 pm in order to catch the R1 to get back to the airport to meet tim (he lands at 12:09 AM), wait 4 hours there to catch a cab back to Philly to get on the train back to Conn.  
or get a hotel Saturday night and not go to the black wedding...

Or we can convince some sweet person at the party to take me the 30 min drive to the airport so I can meet up with Tim. I'd still have to wait a few hours between the landing and the train but oh, well..

CAN SOMEONE GIVE THIS SISTER A HAND???!!

Answering to Quel's resume querry
Az
shadowladyres
AHHH!! I had to remember it now! Teamwork Productions!! And the website still has Trever's Logo. Sunufa---! Anyhow I'm not sure, but it kinda looks like it's still in business, just not so big.
http://www.ateamworkproduction.com/teamwork.htm
Woke me out of a snooze, too :(

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alone
shadowladyres
I feel so stressed. Everytime I think about having to return to WalHell I wanna cry. I've torn 50%+ on my achellis tendon, and this place called WorkCare is sending me back to work. I haven't been compensated  for the whole month I haven't been able to go to work. The is trying to figure out what the hell is going on with the insurance people as why they've been slacking. and here I am, in the middle with three bills coming up for the first 2 weeks of April. I'm so desperate- I've sold the stocks I've been saving for a car or knocking out my student loans. What truely hurts is that feeling, something is glowing inside me; it needs expression and release. I know What I want and need to do, but it takes time and money. And it can start here, where I'm at, but it can't continue. It can't be here. I can't find work here, not only can I do and get paid, but it dosen't inspire  me, it dosen't set me on fire or satify me. Too many jobs here require time or skills that I don't have. Alot of positions require that you have had the actually post, not just the reaposibilities- the story of my friggin' life. I'm not so lost as restrained, and that hurts in a way that's hard to explain.

I've got a cat
Az
shadowladyres

And I'm alergic. *cue hilarity.
The cat basically made a choice, go into the shiny bright spot with the humans inside orrr... the  cyotes. Yeah there are cyotes here in Richland. The cat ran inside, got spooked by the maintenance machines and ended up under the grails for the pets dept in the back of recieving. Me and a few others coxed him out, very loving guy. but nobody else could take him and there was a report in the paper that day about the shelter being really over populated. I reluctantly took him in, bought all the cat stuff, and am living with the cat temporarily. I called a nonprofit organization called POPPS, which helps finds permanant homes for pets. However, they have to be inoculated and spayed/neutered before hand.
So I named him Degrimm, shortened from Degrimorum. And am trying to get him reacclimated to living indoors, and that there are rules. Fucker's already learned not to bite me. He now slinks under the futon if he hears the tone of my voice and realises he's done wrong. However I still give him love, except after I shower cuz my allergies kick in three fold.
Me and Tim had a good X-mas. I was hanging out with his father's side of the family, which I guess was ok. When I told mom what I got for x-mas (A convection Oven and FFXII), and she sounded disappointed. Did she expect him to get me a ring? >.< I hope not- I'd like to be surprized if it happened, but I'm not really expecting it in the first place.
Am working on an outfit, and it's kind of hard because I want to alter the pattern, tring to figure that out.
Trying to get in the mood for some art to be done, see if I still got it and if I still have the talent. And if there's an interest at Radcon.
Well, That's all. Ta for now


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Az
shadowladyres
  WOHOO! done! YAY me!!! i got a 90/90 for my ppt prresentation. I'm so stoked! That mean that even if my paper's crap, I'll still come out good. Japanese ; weellll I think I failed fantastically, but I  guess that okay. I guess that mean I can start on my own from scratch using the books I have. Dosen't matter tho', I wasn't planning on taking 202 anyways.

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Az
shadowladyres
I really  just want to scream. I told Tim I wasn't coming home. Told him the paper, which right now is the ultimate in importance of geology, is top priority. Does he wait at home or where he want to til I call and say I'm coming home? (Which would be late at nite?) NO... grr... he's calling even now. I'll post more later!

..while you're at it - why don't you just pour lemonjuice on it!
alone
shadowladyres
Well, it looks like I won't be passing not only Japanese, but also my Geology class either. And i was doing so well too- a B avege. So depressing. To add a little more salt in my wounds I have to go to work on Friday and I think I've caught a cold.. Yay Frickin me >.<#. 

*ggggrrrowlll*
alone
shadowladyres

I pulled something in the underside of the foot. now I have plantar flacitis. Damn pulled tendons! I can't can't stand for longer than ten minutes at a time and now that my job violated that rule from the doctors, It's now affected my ankle, knee and both hip joints badly. I got a week off from my most recent dr visit.  Thank gods cuz they've been putting me round the ringer for almost 2 weeks. I've been in alot of pain. The doc/nurse percribed some shoe inserts and for a therapist to mold out another insert to fit my foot, as well as physical therapy. At least this elimates one of my stress issues. Now it's off to Japanese homework, my geology  paper and more homework. My brain is frying.
in other news, I got my passport in under two weeks and I'm trying desperatly to save money to join my class for a trip to Japan because obviously the school just can't find reasons to have "classes" on this trip. Idiots I guess. but I thinnking of trying to sell some art work at up coming RadCon, but Tim's just wondering If I have enought time to properly work  on it. In reality, so am I.


PERSONA!- what happened to the hand?!?
Az
shadowladyres
Persona 3 is very different than the one I remember from along time ago... I have been sent back to High school society and I'm armed with an Evoler that looks like a revolver to summon my personas. I have to ask were the developers SUiCIDAL or hoping for MASS HOMICIDE to ensue? you decide, I'm going to make more friends and try out for the Kendo Team.

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